2021
100 x 140 x 4cm
gesso, sand, spraypaint and lots of time on canvas
the fourth of five paintings of the „I AM NOT“ series.
“invincible = incapable of being conquered, overcome, or subdued”
„I keep it to myself when I wonder what I did this time that made you ghost me/ignore me/leave me on read. because I’m afraid it may push you away even further. I’m afraid to get hurt. so I smile your way, bite my lip and harden my heart. but guess what – I am not endlessly strong. I do care. I have feelings. and they fall apart, bit by bit, until we hit the breaking point and I collect all the shattered pieces of whatever we were (nothing at all, most likely).
I AM NOT invincible, and while I may laugh it all away, you may find that you can lay down your weapons too.“
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